Tuesday, January 19, 2010

January 19, 2010

I wish I could shake this strange mood/world I'm living in right now. I suppose the added stress of not knowing if I will be employed in the next three weeks isn't helping. Is it bad that every time I walk past my bosses office I want to run in, jump on her desk, and say, "GOD DAMMIT JUST TELL ME!" A little too much? Yeah I thought so...

Craigslist is overwhelming me as well. I think what I need to do is find a nice, calm place for me to just sit, take deep breaths, and shuffle through massive piles of bullshit only to find the diamond in the rough that I call my NYC meal ticket. Because otherwise all I do is think and thinking is leading me to become a paranoid, angry mess right now.

Oh, and no responses yet to my Craigslist ad I posted. I have faith that I will find my NYC mentor...or at least a few extremely needed laughs.

God speed...

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