Ahh...this is one of those amazing moments when I have my house to myself...(did I mention I moved back home in May once I graduated from college?) Home consists of my mother, brother, sister, her husband, her two kids under the age of 10, my dog Bubz, and my two cats...its a sign of the times I suppose. Ha...yeah therefore I never get a moment just to come home from work, pour a glass of wine and just RELAX. I'm in heaven right now. Today was such an awkwardly shitty day, and I'm in heaven right now.

This is just another reason why I'm scaling the walls trying to bust out to good ol' NYC. I work an hour and 1/2 away, but what is lacking in my life are those nights just to myself, when I can come home and hide without people thinking I'm being a moody bitch. I'm not being blind to the fact that living with roommates isn't a walk in the park, hell I could have a blog just about that topic, but is isn't like living with family.

I'm amazingly sick of having to be that person that gets excited when people come for holidays or "breaks", but have to deal with the terrible feeling of, "what the fuck am I of all people still doing here," when they depart.