As crazy as my family truly is, my Dad really left me with a bunch of Aunt's and Uncle's that care about me. I never really understood slash acknowledged it until now. I suppose you don't really recognize these things until something comes down the highway that makes you.

I spent the day reaching out to a younger cousin, which was more fulfilling than I thought possible. As insignificant as I find her "life issues" to be compared to my own, it still felt amazing to relay some life info I have picked up along the way to her. Hopefully she got something out of it and didn't call her friends and tell them how her annoyingly proud older cousin came and spouted out all this useless adult shit to her...ick. I don't want to be that person...EVER.

I even scored some potential contacts in New York New York. I'm keeping my fingers crossed, but I just have a feeling in my bones that a window has been opened for me and this is my chance to jump to see what happens. I just know it is right around the corner.

Lets hope for a better week, lets hope for the strength to continue on, lets hope for focus.